maroon 5 makes me think of her so much

indarknesssheisallisee

i hold onto things  for too long...

"when it rains, it pours...but the day after has never been so lovely" =)

i've come to a crossroad in my life.

soooo much pain and anger. saddness to the point of devastation. i know no one reads this but maybe you'll care.

i hate to love you and love to hate you.

fuuuuuddge! its been a while since i've typed in the xanga. lets recap. shallwe?

I turned professional dancer. CultureShockLA. i moved to pasadena for a while. took first major trips to mexico. one trip to the eastcoast. experienced a hurrican which was great. grew my hair out long and cut it. norelationships. college is a blast. TNR is coming up and imma stay with them for a little bit longer. my brother invested in a lot more stock. i dont work at oiishi sushii anymore. i sub classes at dance element. worked a few other places but i wasnt down haha. a lot more to come for me int he future. im looking foward to it. in addition im happy to add that i still have my bestfriends from highskool! keep rockin' -miike

stolen from charisse 

[ Current Mood ] in a state of ponder
[ Current Music ] organized. classical. indie
[ Current Taste ] apricot
[ Current Make-up ] nothing
[ Current Hair ] down
[ Current Annoyance ] not knowing
[ Current Smell ] nothing
[ Current Favorite Group ] the Homettes.  buy the album.
[ Current Book you're reading ] Band of Brothers
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] normal
[ Current Refreshment ] nothing
LAST PERSON
[ You Touched ] my hair
[ You Talked to ] everyone
[ You Hugged ] veronika =)

[ You Instant messaged ] chaaa.
[ You Yelled At ] me and my procrastinating ways.
[ You Kissed ] hummm

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
[ Kill ] mr. finals.
[ Slap ] mr. finals
[ Get Really Wasted With ] my friends, but drinking is very bad.
[ Get High With ] no thanks.
[ Look Like] me!

DO YOU EVER
[ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to IM. you? ] i think once. but no
[ save aol/aim conversations ]no

[ cried because of someone saying something to you ] perhaps.

DO YOU // ARE YOU
[ smoke cigarettes ] no.  ..and you shouldn't either. 
[ obsessive ] about some things. 
[ could u live without the computer? ] not anymore.                           

[ color ur hair ] sisters job
[ habla espanol ] nope
[ how many peeps are on ur buddylist? ] 200? 
[ drink alchohol? ] not really
[ like watching sunrises or sunset ] about a year ago no. but now yes.
[ what hurts the most? ] rejection, loneliness, heartbreak, death.

save me.